I remembered this morning a song Amy Grant once sang, “Faithless heart”.
Its chorus goes like this:
Faithless heart be far away from me
playing games inside my head where nobody else can see
Faithless heart be far away from me
You can’t have a hold on me so don’t come around anymore
Then, I realized that the faithless heart must have stayed in her, because I read that
she divorced her husband not long after that.
Faithless heart… be far away from me…
What is it like to find that
you are not loved
What is it like to find that
you are not loved even by
your most loved one
what is it like to find that
she actually never loved you
what is it like to find that
she actually loved someone
she wished you could be
but not you
what is it like to find that
you are never loved
To me it is like
being buried alive
18 July 2006
* Published as “Prelude” in Kau Tak Harus Mencintaiku,
a novel by Almino Situmorang (Gagas Media, 2007)
Anugerah itu…
ajaib tak terkira…
menakjubkan, mempesona
namun Gelora itu…
yang tak dibendung itu…
meruntuhkan, menghancurkan semua
Amazing Grace
How sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me..
Sam-el Ladh
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